Remember roses and beer on your table,
chicken salad in the late afternoon,
when I wrapped you from behind,
Christmas day, and I already gave you your gift,
those nights we were lost and we walked
until we found home
Remember the fights that broke us
Remember the scars I gave you
and how alone I felt with you
Remember that I left you first
Remember cuddles in the cold,
nights we drove away not a word to anyone
when I lost my mind and I saw you in lights
You were my angel, but I let you go
Remember how I ran to you
Remember how I ran from you.
Remember how you were never enough
Because I wasn’t enough.
Remember eggs in the morning,
And I drove you to the airport so you can say goodbye to him.
Remember how we screamed until we went insane and I miss you so much.
You told me to remember all the times I hurt you so I can understand how poorly I treated you. I can’t stop remembering. You tell me he treats you right, and I can only be happy for you. I did this to us. I want you to be happy. I don’t want to hurt you anymore.