I think I finally understand what I have to do; I have to be patient because I never was patient. I tend to be impulsive a lot. I know you’re tired and hurting. I drove over because I wanted to comfort you, but I can’t take this growth away from you. I’m glad you said no to me. When you’re ready, please understand I’m ready to love you the best I can. You’re worth the wait. I lie awake at night, imagining I’ll find your car on the driveway one day. I get teary-eyed when I drive home because I know when I see you I’m forever yours. I hope you sleep well and eat and that you’re as happy as you can be.