Nothing I did amounted to love

I was selfish, abusive, weak, pathetic, and negative

I never showed I cared or I wanted to help

I never gave enough

I deserve your anger, sadness, frustrations, and pain. I’m was as evil as you remembered. Give it back to me whenever you need to, if it helps. I’m sorry I ever wrapped my hands around your neck. I’m sorry I made you feel terrible about yourself. Write it for me so I can hurt with you. You and I don’t have normal lives, do we? At least, there’s a hope for you now. Good things are coming if you can get past this pain. You leaving was the best thing that happened for you. And I know it sucks, but the best I can do is admit all my wrongs. Sorry.